tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-935595910705354593.post4448526885004461691..comments2021-02-04T12:01:21.877-08:00Comments on "Life itself is the proper binge." - Julia Child: ...Lost in Obsessionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17960293674142284056noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-935595910705354593.post-65224415959218942862010-02-11T16:48:03.998-08:002010-02-11T16:48:03.998-08:00even the DESIRE to do better is better than nothin...even the DESIRE to do better is better than nothing. So you have moved on from purging junk food to purging expensive food. At least you are making the EFFORT to feed yourself right. One of these days you will take the next step and stop at one plate. And then you may binge the next time. Sometimes recovery IS one step forward, two steps back. Consider that one forward step as practice for a time when the forward steps will outnumber the backwards steps.<br />I have been purging alot lately, too. In fact I just threw up dinner. I wasn't planning on doing that when I sat down to eat. I had good intentions, but sometimes it all goes to crap. Still, I do not consider myself a failure. I cannot change the fact that I just purged. I hope that will be the last time for the day. I try to look at the situation as an objective observer, and not attatch emotion or judgement to it. If I judged myself every time i purged or otherwise "failed" at recovery I probably would not have the will to live.<br />You are fighting a valiant and difficult fight. You are not perfect. I for one do not feel lied to. everyone struggles. I hope you keep blogging, and revealing as much or as little of your struggles as you choose. this is your blog. <br />(hug)lisalisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03506556513672749033noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-935595910705354593.post-15976367126114662682010-02-11T15:16:40.950-08:002010-02-11T15:16:40.950-08:00Hey! Thanks for the comment on my blog; I'm gl...Hey! Thanks for the comment on my blog; I'm glad that you liked that video. I'm sorry that today's been such a rough day. :( Remember that tomorrow is a new day and you can leave this one behind you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com